Scared for my beta results

5/3/12

I feel like my life is hanging on the line.  I gave blood this morning.  I am terrified and I have a sinking feeling in my stomach.  I remember this feeling.  Last time, I gave the nurse Jamie's number and told her to call him because I was so nervous.  He is swamped at work right now so I will be taking the call.  This is huge to me.  I want this so much.  It feels too good to be true.